Tides haste, current wanes. Climate
draws from chill to mild. Her heart senses the warmth. Her eyes desiccate. Her
blood rushes ordinarily. Breathing becomes conventional. Lungs become stronger. She could taste the air she inhales.
It tastes pleasant. She could depict smiles. It feels lovely. She could break
into laughs. It’s gratifying. Almost, almost everything comes to an ease.
Where’s the gloomy weather?
Where’s the overflown tears? Where’s the heart beating restlessly? Where’s the
aching? Parts and pieces of it all, still
discernible. But not a whole. Not a hole. Her sanity emerges. Skins on her face by
now, wearied from all the frown and grimace. Amazingly, existence becomes
serene. It was just yesterday she felt the
sorrow. Today, it departs.
‘If he is one in a million,
there’s billions on this planet, chances are, there are millions like him’
‘God loves you, he showed you the
pain now, earlier, so that you can take the rest of the time, mend it and learn
from it’
‘Part of me agree, its karma. What
you did before, you feel it now. But you’ll get through this, its easier than
what you’ve done, you know it’ll get better’
‘There’s a reason why you have to
experience this. There is. One day, you’ll know’
Showered by words soothe the ache,
the confusion. Despite not knowing the details, they knew she was in pain. How
can she thank them for these? She walked to her car,
unconsciously humming to a song, Kaleidoscope by Jonsi (Sigur Ros) &
Tiesto. How astonishing, a piece of music, fixed perfectly to her current
state. But above all, she thank and she
read her gratitude to the Above. For he has brought her out of yesterday’s
misery much sooner than she ever anticipated.
Or perhaps, yesterday, she was
just exaggerating.
Nonetheless, her soul finds its
comfort, yet still she misses him, truly, truly misses him.
‘All will be good, all is good’,
she whispered before she kiss her no longer existence boyfriend a final goodbye.
