She was in a quiet state the other
day,
Her thoughts wandered,
To the forbidden place, forbidden
corner,
Where her mind and soul made a deal
not to ever enter,
She found everything,
Everything she locked and hid deep
in her.
Things she refused neither to erase
nor to destroy.
She dug in hollow but she couldn’t
uncover It.
It as in Pain.
Pain as in something that robbed her
smiles away.
Pain that bathed her in excruciating
moans.
She couldn’t find it.
Where was it?
What took it away?
Was it Ease, was it Serene, was it
Peace?
She dug deeper, hunting for the pain.
That time, this time.
She couldn’t find it.
